You can't blame anyone else for what you've become, sissy... Nobody forced you to ride that dildo every night for a whole year. You couldn't expect to stay masculine after that; the shrunken clitty and bubble butt were inevitable.
Glass dildo
Sloppy Dildo Throatfuck [GIF]
Watch closely, contractions around the dildo in her ass at ~0:36
Leaking while playing with her glass dildo
Watch My Tight Pussy Orgasm On this Realistic Dildo (@ 0:18)